My FAVORITE Shot up to now..Heavily edited..But oh,well...Taken at UUM :)

Holla world!!

It's been a while..
my blogger instinct is finally re-emerge.Blogging require commitment, but seems like i'm lacking of it.

anyway, its already halfway through my 5th semester here in IIUM.Things aren't getting any better.I am still struggling.Being socially awkward is definitely hard.And I am not happy about it. It feels like I'm rotting from the inside.

Anyway, my cousin is getting engage in 2 weeks.Can't wait to go home.again.

2 broken-hearted girl........

salam...

Ingat lagi time dulu2, opah penah kate "hati awak tu hati nyamuk"*cpt terase*....betul lah tu..ak mmg cpt trase orgnye..myb sbb jarang kene tegur = budak baik..hehe...anyway, ade satu insiden yg jd arini, barangkali dugaan Allah pd ak sempena maulid rasul ni *nak kasi pahale*....jika betul Ya Allah kuatkanlah hatiku utk menerima dugaanmu ini...yg pasti bkn ak sorang yg mnerima dugaan arini..td kat traffic lite dpn ade kreta mamat afrika *uia kot nk g solat jumat* terlanggar kete minah ni..briye cekak2 pinggang, xlah kemek ape pon, juz scracthes...sabar ye hati....

sebenarnye, ak gaduh dgn someone...my frenz...blh dikatekan kwn paling kamceng sjk ak msk uia ni...puncanye pasal jam je..ntah la myb jam tu ade sentimental value ke ape ke....alah,penatnye hati ini....so, xtually myb x adil kalau dgr cerita dr sebelah pihak aje, but anyway here is my side of story....

Last nite i went to bed dlm pkl 3 but dkt pkl 4 bru lelap..then i woke at 8...tringat dah janji nk tmn my fren td pg pudu shopping 4 stuff...but i hv no credit left..thus, i send msg thru yahoo sms..lmbt bru smpi....then basoh kain pki mesin potong turn org yg tgh syok sleeping..hujan yg menyamankan pgi mreka...i kinda concern about our janji nk kuar yg xde kate putus lg..public fon plak pki i talk..no more coins...wtf...

then, i decided to go to student center, untuk rescue my pendrive yg ttggal yesterday..oh ya, b4 dat i`m searching 4 public fon from blok to blok but damn, sume pki i talk...last2 i decide to buy topap je..at dat time kat mahallah sblah..but katenye "sorry,tggl topap digi je"..so u turn to my mhllah shop, spend rm10 so dat i can kol her utk dptkan kate pts jd ke x...kol n she said jom, lg 20 minit i siap...but ak ckp nk pg itd dlu...sementelah itu de pesan "weh, singgah masjid kejap boleh x?tlg amikkan jam ak ttinggal lat tmpt wudu`"...ak pon cam berat ati sket coz kt msjid ade prgm mauld rasul, n my dress is not appropriate..jeans n t-shirt...anyway, ak iyekan jgk..

so, memulekan pjalanan dgn kaki ak yg katik ni pg la itd..guess what,it`s closed...oooohhh,my pendrive..its ok then, i juz walk to d mosque, nk rescue dat girl`s watch plak..xtually i dunno where exactly she left dat watch,katenye kat ground floor..time tu evry1 like wearing bju krg n i wear jeans so rase awkward gile la...anyway tebalkan muke to search 4 dat watch.cari2, pusing2 x jmpe pon...then i kol her again...but rumate de yg angkt said dat she went 4 shower...then wat am i supposed to do?nak tcegat kat situ like doll 4 how long...u know how long a girl shower rite..

then i decided to go the cafe..buy sumthin as breakfast..niat nk bli pau..tp pau tu mcm x msk lg...so my breakfast 4 today adalah jambu batu+horlicks...then, diz girl send me a msg kate pg kul 11.30 leh x..nak basoh kain jap...Masyaallah,ak dah berzikir dlm hati...korang klu bsh kain pki tgn lame ke kjp?sah2 lame kan...lgpon sjarah ak dgn bdk ni bile janji nk kuar grenti lambat, x 15minit, stgah jam..tp xtaw why am i so stupid tiap2 kali msti punctual then hv to wait 4 her like 4 ages...it was almost 11 at dat time...so i juz go wait at the bus stop..mls nk pnjat tgga blk bilik.

so ak pon menunggu la si dia yg x dtg2 smpi bas rapid kl n metrobus tu dah 2 3 kali round...dan setiap detik yg blalu mnjadikan kesabaranku kian menipis...sabar Lyn Zawawi x la setebal mane kan...da 11.30 neh, x nmpk jgk batang hidung...15mnt later,11.45 bru la nmpk muke...btol2 time metrobus tu smpi..nasib bek...tp, frankly time tu ak mmg da panas hati..lame nie tggu...myb ak jeles kot,coz minah ni bile lambat msk klas ke muke de relax je..klu ak da lame gabra...so ktorg nek la bus tu...

atas bas de tanye..."dapat  x jam ak?"...ak time tu tgh hot kan pasai tggu lame ni *which is kinda like my mistake jgk la*...nada suara tu mcm tgh marah la+mnyindir.."ak dah cri tp jmpe,td ak kol nk tanye,sape suh ko pg mandi".but i tell u wat,i`m sure its not dat obvious coz i still try to cover my anger..then i can saw her mengusap2 pgelangan tgn de...kmudian we spend our 40-45 minit journey kat ats bas tu without saying a word to each other..honwstly i tot she know dat i`m kinda pissed off kat de 4 being late...in my case, when i get angry i wont say a word,better not coz my tone/words going to xpress my anger..perasaan yg paling senang diexpresskan oleh ak adalah kemarahan..happy,cheerful sume tu simpan dalam dada je...n my face dah jd mcm plastik..so stiff..teruk btol.

then kami pun tibe di Pudu..time tu my anger dah quite ok la...then i decided to talk to her where to go n so on...ak cuit2 tangan de tapi x de respon..".ehh apesal bwk beg bsr ni..."aik apehal minah ni"*monolog dalaman*....kmudian de trus menonong ke depan..langsung x layan ak..."ahh merajuk apehal lak ni,pasal ak x ckp dgn de ke kat ats bus td?"seriously, at 1st mmg i hv no idea wat drive her like dat.klu nak banding who has a badder day,rasenye ak la yg menang kot....xtually, she`s kinda like menangis.... kot...she kol sumone..sorok blakg tiang..i think her p.cik..td de ajk ak pg rmh p.cknya.tp naik bas....abis kol, de trus menonong bjalan menuju ke maidin tsebut mcm ak x wujud....time ni ak da dpt detect la apehal de bsikap demikian...so i juz let her walk..she juz walk n nvr turn back..trus hilang....

slowly, ak round2 kjp kat maidin pudu tu...kot2 jmpe de..bhenti kat bhgn stationery,i tried to kol her...2-3 kali tp x brangkat..my intention juz nak teman de bli brg..dats it i hv nothing to buy xtually....so xde gunenye brade kat situ lame2...i kol her x angkat, considering dat kesian kat de kang x taw jln nak blk...but i guess she have dat cover....so  i spend like 20minit berbanding 45mnt journey then i went home..alone..well,de dah ade p.cik de blh tlg2...ape gunenye ak kan...basah je mate ak spjg pjlanan blk tu...

mmg btol kate opah, hati lin ni mcm hati nyamuk..sikit2 nak terase,merajuk...diz girl,baik orgnye, peramah, periang..antra kwn paling rapat ak sejak kat uia ni....besar sgt kot dosa ak smpi mnangis kwn ni...sekarang dah mcm ni,sape lg nak kwn dgn ak pasni?minta maaf sebab menumpahkan air matamu wahai kwn..tp kite same2 terluka perasaan..kalau la kesabaran ak lebih tebal,mgkin benda ni dpt dielakkan...i`ll give u some time utk menenangkan hati..harap persahabatan yg diuji ini lebih teguh di kemudian hari...amin..

A Confession........I`m suffered from Astigmatism.

Salam...

it`s been a long time since i updated my blog...pemalas..:)

yep guys..i`m suffered from astigmatism...frens, dun freak out yet..haha..*dream on la lyn ur frens nak freak out*

anyway..relax..it doesn`t as dangerous as it sounds..geeeez....not really a deadly disease pon....

in fact lots of people also suffered from diz problem...n i`m among those lucky* who have it....damn...!!

astigmatism bile dimelayukan berbunyi= rabun silau....hahahaha.....gotcha!!

Here some explanation bout diz disorder......jajajaja~

 

 Korang tenguk garis2 ni sume same 'sharp' tak? Ade tak korang tenguk beberapa garis2 ni macam kabur je???

Rabun ada ade pelbagai jenis.....

Untuk orang di bawah 40 tahun kebiasaanya mereka perlukan cermin mata kerana mengidap rabun jauh (minus power atau plus power), ataupun astigmatisme...

Rabun jauh n astigmatisme ni kalau tak dibetulkan memang akan memberi rasa silau pada individu2 yang mengidapnya selain permandangan yang kabur...

Astigmatisme ni dalam bahasa rakyatnye di panggil Rabun Silau

 

Bile korang ade rabun silau (astigmatisme), korang akan nampak kabur di salah satu satah saja... Macam gambar kat atas, huruf 'X' tetap korang nampak tapi garisan yang membetuk 'X' tu salah satunye nampak kabur

Istilah rabun silau ni digunapakai sejak dulu lagi untuk menerangkan astigmatism.... n selalu jugak dipanggil 'silau' jer....

Kat sini sebenarnya dah berlaku salah faham pada yang tak diberi maklumat dengan jelas... Rabun jauh atau rabun silau ker simptom nyer lebih kurang sama... Kedua-dua jenis rabun ni biasanya akan wujud bersama....

Rabun jauh atau rabun silau ke tetap akan membuatkan seseorang yang mengidapnya terasa silau dan sensitif kepada cahaya....

Rabun silau (astigmatisme) berlaku akibat permukaan kornea yang tidak rata dan simetri.... permukaan yang tidak rata ni menyebabkan cahaya tidak terfokus pada tempat yang sama pada retina...

Pada pengidap rabun jauh (tanpa astigmatisme), silau tetap akan dirasai disebabkan cahaya tidak terfokus pada retina dan terserak sejurus melalui kornea...

So...pointnya di sini, individu yang mengidap rabun (jauh atau silau) akan mengalami silau dan sensitif pada cahaya sehinggalah pembetulan seperti cermin mata dan CL diaplikasi kan....

Tetapi, jika korang ada mengalami fenomena silau, terutama pada waktu malam, tak semestinya korang mengidap rabun.... 

Silau di waktu malam atau bile memandu adalah fenomena biasa kerana sensitiviti mata kepada cahaya terang serta keadaan anak mata yang membesar dalam keadaan gelap (of coz korang akan nmpak cahaya terang sangat!)

Tapi kalau korang rase annoying sangat dengan rase silau tu...tak salah kalau korang saje2 cek dengan optometrist...Optometrist akan rekemen korang ape yang perlu... Kadang2 korang takde masalah rabun pun tapi korang silau pasal keadaan anatomi mata korang yang sensitif pada cahaya seperti anak mata korang lebih besar dari saiz normal apabila malam...

Jika korang diberitahu oleh optometrist yang korang takde rabun ape2, maka korang x perlu buat cermin mata sebenarnya... So korang jgn la ragui optometrist tu...hehe...

Apa yang korang leh wat jika korang rase silau ni? Korang leh pakai sunglasses yang berwarna light je (boleh dipakai siang malam) untul mengurangkan intensiti cahaya yang memasuki mata apabila malam terutama apabila driving...

p/s-all credit goes to mr.eagle eye

My Ol` time C.R.U.S.H

Some of my close frens frequently asked me diz question:

Lyn, who was ur crush...?ahaha~it`s kinda funny....

i`m young, dork and so naive back then...still does xtually,xcept 4 d young part..haha

rite then, i`ll tell u a bit bout him,ok...

as today, i found some leisure time browsing around, adding frens at fb..mostly my ex-schoolmates..

n yeah, i was hoping dat i could find him somewhere around them...

guess what...

i did!!!

haha..i keep on smiling upon seeing his page..big2 smile.....

well, currently he`s in relationship wif someone...

i think dey both study at da same place...

ahh...wtf then, he juz my ol` crush...ol` memories... old time...:)

aha...how high is ur curiousity level rite now??haha

let me drop a few hints...

as myb those who know,can catch up who is him..really..

ready....go

1.when i 1st met him, on the bus..i was 13 n he already 16...he`s tall..dat was de 1st time i really noticed him..

2.believe it or not...he is the next door neighbour to one of my close fren...ahaha

3.he have a similar resemblance to Ken Chu, part of F4 grup...(somehow i find myself attracted to diz type of men...hoh)

4.he held the title "chess king" as he won some chess tournament at district level...i played chess wif him once..all shaking...he called me..well....cute..but to his fren la..no directly oki....hahahaha~~

5.he always wore long-sleeve shirt..school uniform and songkok...i remember how i kept on glancing at his back..during assembly, at d surau, dwn mkn..evrywhere..geeeee..

6.i still remember that his class was painted in green...

7.he used to transferred to one very fames boarding school..as he`s obtain excellent result in PMR..i still remember seeing him pack up all his stuff into his parent`s car..my feelings....empty..when can we ever meet again... but he moved back....yay...so i kept on watching him..

8.he talked to me once or twice...n my heart like pounding, beating hard..sweat in my palm...oooohhh...

9.currently he`s taking degree in engineering..wow...future engineer..i thought he`s taking education..teacher...not bad dowh~hehe

10.i still look for him whenever i get passed his house..:))))

there...loads of hint really...but he still doesn`t approved me..aiyooh i juz find him la...

n if managed to guess who is him, dun get surprised k....plez du not question my taste in man...hehe

ah, i`m a stalker...again...

<3

aku, penceroboh dan halaqah.................

salam...

wow, another update in 24 hours...."im amazing" quote kate Dean Winchester dlm series Supernatural..hoho..
well, ade kisah yg agk mnarik utk diceritekn dat hapen last nite n diz morning..according to my personal view la...intresting......

but 1st sory if i wrote too much smpi terrolling bijik mate nk bace when updating my blog...dats me...sedikit adalah tidak cukup...mst nk byk..hehe..so greedy la aiyooo.harus blaja utk mnyampaikn mksd ringkas ttp padat..enuf wif sat,mari mulekan dgn senyuman.....;-D

pencerobohan!!
sebermule lah kisahnye....so, time tu tgh sedap2 mkn berbuke pose dgn nasi pattaya..sambil menonton crite seram jangan tegur lagi...kat mane?kat tv3.com la...btw tasya tak sempat dirodok oleh kamal sbb tibe2  tasya terer silambam.. instead, kamal yg ttikam diri sndri...pheeww...crite ni quite ok la..quite seram gak.....dats de point la ble wat cter antu rite....haait lari topik ni lyn oii....

orait, then my akk rumate suddenly asked me,"Lyn, dgr x pngumuman tu ckp ape..?"...then i said x dgr...bkn sbb saye tlinge badak eh but rather sbb dorg tarok speaker tu di tmpt yg x strategik..makenye, xde sesape pon di dlm my room yg dpt catch up any pgmuman yg dibuat...haish...agk problematik disitu...then akk tu ckp, "td akk nmpk pak guard dgn mak guard ramai2 nek ronde mahallah..x taw passai ape...td pgmman tu dgr ckp pasai male2(lelaki oki)...akk msk dlm shower tu coz ade pak guard skali kn..astu mk guard tu tanye, sister ke tu..?then akk jwb le"....the end
at diat moment ak rase cam seram sejuk...ape kes plak ni...ade lelaki tsesat ke....?huuuu, seram, ape niat nye??wah2...then ak truskan mnonton dgn bertrillion soklan yg timbol kt otak neh....

then, knock2 at d door....hah ak pon dgn x blengah pg join msyurat pintu tu...ade 2 org sis..barangkali BRC kot dtg nak bg warning about a man in loose kat ats our block...dang, konfem la ade jantan tsesat atau saje2 nak sesat kat atas mahalah ni....so according to their story....; lelaki ni dtg ketuk pintu bilik kat level 3 kat area blah sane..*kami area blah cni ok*...tetibe sis 2 org dlm blk tu bkk pintu n saw diz man...he wear baju kurung tp pki helmet...*wtf, fashion victim kot..hoho*tp de ade misai...de ttp misai de dgn jari...de ckp konon2 nak cari org name aryani*i think la..ade yani2 kt blkg*de bwk mcm food container konon nk antar kt aryani tu...dorg kate box tu nmpk cam berat...ade ape eh kt dlm tu??then laki tu try jgk nk msk blk bdk2 tu...tp dey manage to stop him...sib baik la..klu ade sorg je tggl kt blk tu camner la agaknye...

so, then he left, barangkali nk carik other victim...still mmg xtaw ape motif dis man..hoh...so dangerous la...another close counter adalah dgn sis yg rabun, de x pki spek pg blik air...so, since de x bape nmpk n diz man plak pki bju krg...again wtf..hahha..makenye de buat dek jela considering yg dat man adalah sister jgk...huuu..tp mnurut saksi, dat man pndg la kat blk air tu..mane taw dpt free show ke...hok3....so, 2 org sis td pg la buat repot dkt pak guard...wajibul ghunnah la kan...xkn nk diam jer...unfortunately, laki ni nmpk dorg n he ran dan lesap.. sbb tu pak n mak guard dtg wat ops sikap kat our blok ni...still, x dgr pape citer pastu until diz morning xde update pon trtangkap atau tlepas...tp last nite mmg kami in cautions n alerts stage coz diz man da lesap n wat de sembunyi kat mane2...kat ats tgki kat tgkat ats skali ni ke, or kat blk2 kosong yg mmg bnyk tu...ntah la...owwwhhh...buat ak consider nk join silat wlupon bz....

i posted a shout bout diz kat fb, considering akn dpt feedback yg mnarik...tp turns out mcm sgkaan itu jaoh mleset....feedback yg amat lemah adelah..hahha...myb i shud change d sentence "i`ve been attacked by a man pretended to be a woman"...haishh simpang malekat 44 bak kate opah ak...wats dat mean anyway??haha...i`m de smarty parrot...men ckp je tp x taw meaning nye pon...so the story ended there la...tp yg pasti arini gate itu bukaan nye lagi kecik bbanding ari2 biase....hopefully pihak security akn lbh alert dgn d safety of d students after diz incident...hilang barang ok la lagi, tp klu hilang bende lain, virginity or even life gmane...?

HALAQAH
Halaqah buat yg non-uia..hehe..my new word...adalah ko-k yg wjb 4 all students..dimane ia adalah kelas dimane kite blajar, discuss bab2 agame...dlm lain pkataan juz like othr clasess mcm ari2 lain...tp wif slight difference la.. such us diconduct oleh senior student...ade 2 level 4 1st yer..i`m doing my 2nd lvl rite now...

so, ape yg mnariknyer...?x la intresting sgt...today adalah mggu mass gath where 3 sect dikumpulkn bsame2 dibwh klolaan 1 chief fasi...1 sect like 15 so dlm 45org la td..arini adlah 1st mass gath jd ktorg bru bknalan wif our chief fasi...merupekan seorang master student..umor 25..ex-uia...i dunno where she study rite now mmandgkan slalunye chief fasi adalah org luar....so, our chief fasi, miss faizah mrupekan mix chinese malay...brilliant girl, i mean woman...

so, td ktorg discuss bout Natrah, yasmin ahmad n Marwan...do u know whose diz woman...?xtaw sile google pasni eh....very intresting discussion......n another thing ble msk hlaqah ni kite akn mix dgn bdk2 from other kuliyyah mcm law, edu, ekons n so on...but frankly i think bdk law yg most fashionable, updated n lantang bsuare,stood up..my compliments...im kinda impress la...hope to be like dat 1 day.....*dream*

then, sorg akk fasi la yg stole my attention...she`s d naqibah 4 d other sect...waw...suarenye sedap, n lanatang bsuare kasi pendapat when we discuss ttg isu kalimah Allah...n no doubt she know loads of things...rajin membace...i love her tone ble bcakap...de layak jd cult leader..hahah..kiddin...agaknye itulah karisma yg dimiliki oleh kult leader, kepetahan berbicara...tp akk2 yg lain x kalah jgk..my naqibah 4 eg mampu utk quote ayt2 quran n hadith..waah, bile masenye utk ak plak eh..??haha, harus brusaha...
nak cerite lg but i`m short of time..harus siap2 nk kluar ke pudu...owwhh dey r going to watch movie but i dun feel like joining...harus jimat cermat nowadays...huhuh...

ahh, another thing dat i wanna to share....lately ade ramai yg kasi salam to me diz day...people dat i dunno..of kos la is a part of islamic teaching,ucap salam to evrybody kenal or tidak...but...Ya Allah rase best je..unexplained feeling...weird but yet comforting..hope dat one day ak punye kberanian spt itu..simple mmg simple, cume ucapkn salam..its not dat hard doesnt it...tp still mesti ade sesuatu yg hold r back to do dat..u understand wat i mean..?ahh i think u know kn....jgn pure2 k...

k, dats all 4 now....,

salam.....

Pesan lecturer...

salam...

actually nak bcakap bout diz thing a few days ago....xtually smalam pnye klass je...hahah..tp rase mcm da lame...argh...i`m so bz lately.....asigmt la,wat else kan...n da brape kali ponteng klass.....ahh lyn zawawi...

ltely also slalu sgt rase penat...cpt letih....ngantok dan yg seerti dgnnye...sbb x ckp zat ke..?i think tlebih ckp...hii..myb sbb x balance karb,fat, protein whatever kot...nvrmind blk ni soru puas2 sbb free n blh tmbh byk2 kali....kebebasan utk mkn slain drpd kebebasan utk bcakap eh~~

enuf wif dat...diz week most memorable lessons ade 2...one time BM klas second time IA klas...as the lects, both r women k..said sumthin dat...well, sensitive but yet ade logiknye...so, wat hv diz lects tell dat is so controvesial...not quite la...juz i think it`s quite intresting......

BM klas...

so basically she was talking about politics...bout ISA,UMNO and so on...camni citernye, i forgot how can we enter diz topik pasai time tu blaja pasai wawancara..hmmm ow ade kaitan pasai su2 politik gak...do u know dkt UIA ni we hv Cansellor yakni Sultan Pahang, then presiden juz then Rektor...our presiden is SKN,is it..?i forgot, tp adalah setiausaha yg plg brkuase kt negare ni...bkn mcm s/u kt ofis2 tu eh...hoho...makenye, we dun hv naib cansellor like other uni instead we hv president...his name is Sidek sumthing, i forgot...x kene tgkap under ISA kan....?*Seriau*...

n from dat, lect ni pon msk pade sbuah kisah de dgn sorg student nie....yg best pasai lec bkenaan adalah de suke brcriter...blh jd serius at one time n sgt2 lah happening sum othr time...n no she doesn`t have bipolar oki...it juz her...well, diz student was presenting n he/she said like diz "di malaysia ini trdapat sbuah pertubuhan yg memperjuangkan islam disekat......bla3...so u get da point kan....u know who la kan.?x dpt sudah..huh...so lect ni pggl dat student suruh stay pas kelas....i juz quoted her words ok, ape yg tringat2 tu.."ape yg awk buktikan ni?slame awk ddk dkt msia ni, susah sgt ke nak solat?susah sgt ke nk byr zakat,ssh sgt ke nk pakai tdg.....yg tggl cume nak buat atau xnak aje..."lbh kuang la...but de ways she`s menyatakan those words, dgn nadanya was reaaly... i dunno, juz amazed me.....dan bile difikirkan, it is so damn accurate.... x pernah skali2 malaysian dilarang utk mnjalankan kwjipan as a muslim, x prnah hv to fight utk pki tdg mcm kat Turkey, xprnah diacu snjata tatkala nk pg solat mcm kat slatan thai... in fact d gov provide kn kls2 agame, fardhu ain n so on...yg tggl juz kite...diri kite...nak or xnak....

n di sini nk mention btape lucky nye diri ini as msian...why??so,nk citer skit sum pglmn dgn forener slame almost a yer dkt cni.... time mule2 msk uia dlu, bdk2 direct intake mst amik several test utk placement...antaranye APT,EPT,TQS n FKT...blom msk kliah da kne seh....siot times 40...huhu...so, tme FKT test or bm nye fardhu ain test, i sat nex to a forener, rasenye sumwhere from arab country...then we answer d test n ak tprasan la yg she keeps on looking, jeling2 at my answr...she`s arab,from islam coutry....ahh...cam x syiok la kn.....n she kept tnye diz n dat to her prens...awww, itu mnandekn ape..??basic islamic kldge je ni klu suh adk2 jwb pon blh pass...hehee...n ak sndri bkn skola agame, basic agame juz moderate tp pasal pnah blaja kt skolah so blh jwb....n pass...alhamdulillah..second case, hmmm my arabic class, u see ade around 3 forener, yg from indo tu no problm bile ustaz srh bace, yg local lg la no problm coz mmg rmi yg ade basic arb kn....so d other 2 dr maldives n guinea dorang struggle nk catch up wif us...i think simply becoz their gov x prepare all diz class, x msk silibus blaja pon sume ni mcm our gov.....so people, jgn kufur nikmat yaaaa...*tringt time blaja skola agame ptg time dlu2..~~*

aha back to the future, then she talked again bout ISA plak...she said klu xde ISA ni make akan porak poranda lah msia..juz like indonesia...de cite time de mlawat uni gajahmada kt sane ttbe class blh stop n the students wat piket,reformasi n so on..slalu pulak tu..huhu.seriusly,mcmane nk maju....no offence ye...so, ISA myb mcm barbarian, mllgr hak asasi mnusia dn sbg nye..tp US pon ade akta yg lbh kuang same akta Patriot namenye...klu dimansuhkan ISA ni so ape lg yg akan mghalang anasir2 pgkhianat negara dr mlaksanekn propaganda dorg..at least dgn adenye ISA dorg akan,n tpakse pikir 2 3 4 5 9 100+ b4 nk mnjahanamkn msia ni...simple....as we know, msia tramat lah baik dan pmurah smpi ngara lain blh pijak2, kutuk2 kite ni....juz my humble opinion la...itu fakta, btol x...nk bukti, pikiaq sndri naaa...

then de bcakap lg ttg sumpah org dulu2 mmprjuangkan kemerdekaan.....well keadaan mendesak akan melahirkan genius...lihat aje golongan african american kt us..ditindas tp dorg ttp bgkit, brjuang dan bjaye n even obama da jd presiden skrg...oprah jd most influential woman dlm entrtaimnt biz, beyonce n jay z most richest couple n sorg black basketball player plg kaye under 25 years..*sumber oleh Forbes kat E! channel*

haha...so,balik2...ahha, do u know dat tunku abdul rhman jd papa kdana coz mmprjuangkn tanah mlayu..?bliau cume ade sehelai baju..baju rasmi...kot...mlm de nk btolak ke london, de suruh amahnye basuh baju yg satu itu sbb esk de nk pakai pergi ke london...hmmmm, agk2 ade lg x pemimpin spt itu skrg..?hebat, mulia,suci nye niat pjuangan tunku...semoge roh nya diberkati Allah dan ditempatkan dlm klgn org2 beriman....

then, tahu x swaktu org dlu2 bjuang utk kmrdekaan, 44 malam mreka menunaikan solat hajat...takkan Allah x mngabulkan doa suci mreka...buktinye dah hmpir 53 tahun kite merdeka...brkat pjuangan org2 tdahulu...dan lagi, tatkala org2 prempuan mnjahit bndera UMNO, stiap tusuk jarum disertai dgn kalimah "Lailahaillallah" kalimah tauhid.....hancur UMNO hancurlah melayu...btol atau tidak, rasenye blh pikir sndri...ak bukan pro-krajaan or pro-pmbgkang or anti mane2 side pon....x brape minat dgn politik wlupon xtually politik mncerap dlm sgnap aspek khidupan kite...myb sbb my dad kot...bliau adalah penyokong kuat biru-hijau....anda taw sape....penyokong stia smpi pgg jwtn n btimbun2 documt kt rmh tu.....pd hemat sy, x kire sape2 yg memerintah kjaan, yg skrg atau pmbgkg...kisahnye ttp same....rasuah, pecah amanah n all d bad things x kire la ape ideologi yg anda pjuangkn...ini adalah lumrah seuatu kerajaan....tp x la hopeless spenuhnye...mgkin suatu hari akn muncul sorg pemimpin yg btol2 berwibawa yg dpt memimpin ngara.wallahhua`lam...

waah....patriotik sat...()^_^()

Islamik Aqidah klas...

ahh...arini kene antar asgmt....sian akk tu kne buat sume kejer..i`m kinda bz..heheh...but still ade presentasion..tension...x slamat lg...

aha ape yg mnarik..?skali lg nk warning aqidah adalah subjek yg heavy...harus byk mmbace dan pandai bfikir...arini yg mnarik ble she`s mention about marrying ahlul kitab..or dlm lain pkataan sesiapa yg mnganut kristian, yahudi n so on...ahli kitab...tapi cume lelaki yg blh kawin dgn ahli kitab, pompuan x blh...myb sbb lelaki akn jd ktua kluarga n lead si istri...jd sbnrnye sorg lelaki muslim blh bkahwin dgn wanita ahl litb tnpa wanita itu mnukar agamenye...masih dipraktiskn arini oleh para ulama` kt us kate my lect la..kinda surprised gak..btoi ke?...tp time Umar R.A klu x silap, sbb ramai sgt lelaki kwin dgn wnita ahl kitab so umar larang n cume blh married muslim women...mgkin itulah akar umbinye shingga arini,,klu nk kwin dgn mslim kne convert msk islam...

tp yg paling kontrovesi yg x pcaye bile de ckp pasai hal ni...she said dat siapa yg pcaye or believers slalu dgunekan dlm Quran kn akn msk syurga...she add sum more...tanpa mngire ape agamenye, judais or kristian..in fact ade org yg become a better person lps convert dr islam to othr religion...judais,islam,kristian n i dun remmember another one adalah drpd akar yg same mnyembah satu tuhan...except for kristian yg terkonfius sikit ade 3 tuhan..trinity..so my lect ckp, asalkan seseorg tu do goodness in line dgn suruhan agame, berlaku baik, adil pd org lain n so on as bnde yg same diajar dlm islam,kristian or judaism...akn msk syurga...the conflict is dia brkate ttg mase skrg...basically d idea adlah, slagi anda mngamalkan btol2 spt yg tkndg dlm ajaran agame anda slain islam..anda boleh,myb msk syurga...mksdnye, klu anda yahudi or kristian tp mngmalkn suruhan agame yg btol2 sjati, bbuat baik dn sbg anda mgkin akn msk syurga Allah..then de mtk ape2 ayt yg kate yahudi or kristian akn msk nerake...myb yg dimksdkn adalah non-believers tp gmane dgn para believers wlupon dr agame slain islam...kerana, apabile dorg bbuat baik,patuh pd ajaran agame msg2 mksdnye mreke prcaye atau believerrs...same spt org muslim.....sy agak konpius dan x percaye pd tlinge mndengarkan kate2 nye itu...huurrrm..anda konpius..?sy lg agk konpius...tp juz stick to wat u believe oki....no problem then...

welll, ini saje yg dpt dikongsi.ini adalah ape yg sy kutip dr my lects...masih dlm proses blaje..too much yg xtaw..hope xde sape2 yg tsinggung or pape jer yeee...peace......haaa nk citer pasai trip usm aritu tp i`m so bz lately...myb next tim...nex wik nk blk...yipppeee..shopping..hohoh...harap2 slamat pjalanan pegi dan pulang....amin...till nex time...

salam.....