My Ol` time C.R.U.S.H

Some of my close frens frequently asked me diz question:

Lyn, who was ur crush...?ahaha~it`s kinda funny....

i`m young, dork and so naive back then...still does xtually,xcept 4 d young part..haha

rite then, i`ll tell u a bit bout him,ok...

as today, i found some leisure time browsing around, adding frens at fb..mostly my ex-schoolmates..

n yeah, i was hoping dat i could find him somewhere around them...

guess what...

i did!!!

haha..i keep on smiling upon seeing his page..big2 smile.....

well, currently he`s in relationship wif someone...

i think dey both study at da same place...

ahh...wtf then, he juz my ol` crush...ol` memories... old time...:)

aha...how high is ur curiousity level rite now??haha

let me drop a few hints...

as myb those who know,can catch up who is him..really..

ready....go

1.when i 1st met him, on the bus..i was 13 n he already 16...he`s tall..dat was de 1st time i really noticed him..

2.believe it or not...he is the next door neighbour to one of my close fren...ahaha

3.he have a similar resemblance to Ken Chu, part of F4 grup...(somehow i find myself attracted to diz type of men...hoh)

4.he held the title "chess king" as he won some chess tournament at district level...i played chess wif him once..all shaking...he called me..well....cute..but to his fren la..no directly oki....hahahaha~~

5.he always wore long-sleeve shirt..school uniform and songkok...i remember how i kept on glancing at his back..during assembly, at d surau, dwn mkn..evrywhere..geeeee..

6.i still remember that his class was painted in green...

7.he used to transferred to one very fames boarding school..as he`s obtain excellent result in PMR..i still remember seeing him pack up all his stuff into his parent`s car..my feelings....empty..when can we ever meet again... but he moved back....yay...so i kept on watching him..

8.he talked to me once or twice...n my heart like pounding, beating hard..sweat in my palm...oooohhh...

9.currently he`s taking degree in engineering..wow...future engineer..i thought he`s taking education..teacher...not bad dowh~hehe

10.i still look for him whenever i get passed his house..:))))

there...loads of hint really...but he still doesn`t approved me..aiyooh i juz find him la...

n if managed to guess who is him, dun get surprised k....plez du not question my taste in man...hehe

ah, i`m a stalker...again...

<3

aku, penceroboh dan halaqah.................

salam...

wow, another update in 24 hours...."im amazing" quote kate Dean Winchester dlm series Supernatural..hoho..
well, ade kisah yg agk mnarik utk diceritekn dat hapen last nite n diz morning..according to my personal view la...intresting......

but 1st sory if i wrote too much smpi terrolling bijik mate nk bace when updating my blog...dats me...sedikit adalah tidak cukup...mst nk byk..hehe..so greedy la aiyooo.harus blaja utk mnyampaikn mksd ringkas ttp padat..enuf wif sat,mari mulekan dgn senyuman.....;-D

pencerobohan!!
sebermule lah kisahnye....so, time tu tgh sedap2 mkn berbuke pose dgn nasi pattaya..sambil menonton crite seram jangan tegur lagi...kat mane?kat tv3.com la...btw tasya tak sempat dirodok oleh kamal sbb tibe2  tasya terer silambam.. instead, kamal yg ttikam diri sndri...pheeww...crite ni quite ok la..quite seram gak.....dats de point la ble wat cter antu rite....haait lari topik ni lyn oii....

orait, then my akk rumate suddenly asked me,"Lyn, dgr x pngumuman tu ckp ape..?"...then i said x dgr...bkn sbb saye tlinge badak eh but rather sbb dorg tarok speaker tu di tmpt yg x strategik..makenye, xde sesape pon di dlm my room yg dpt catch up any pgmuman yg dibuat...haish...agk problematik disitu...then akk tu ckp, "td akk nmpk pak guard dgn mak guard ramai2 nek ronde mahallah..x taw passai ape...td pgmman tu dgr ckp pasai male2(lelaki oki)...akk msk dlm shower tu coz ade pak guard skali kn..astu mk guard tu tanye, sister ke tu..?then akk jwb le"....the end
at diat moment ak rase cam seram sejuk...ape kes plak ni...ade lelaki tsesat ke....?huuuu, seram, ape niat nye??wah2...then ak truskan mnonton dgn bertrillion soklan yg timbol kt otak neh....

then, knock2 at d door....hah ak pon dgn x blengah pg join msyurat pintu tu...ade 2 org sis..barangkali BRC kot dtg nak bg warning about a man in loose kat ats our block...dang, konfem la ade jantan tsesat atau saje2 nak sesat kat atas mahalah ni....so according to their story....; lelaki ni dtg ketuk pintu bilik kat level 3 kat area blah sane..*kami area blah cni ok*...tetibe sis 2 org dlm blk tu bkk pintu n saw diz man...he wear baju kurung tp pki helmet...*wtf, fashion victim kot..hoho*tp de ade misai...de ttp misai de dgn jari...de ckp konon2 nak cari org name aryani*i think la..ade yani2 kt blkg*de bwk mcm food container konon nk antar kt aryani tu...dorg kate box tu nmpk cam berat...ade ape eh kt dlm tu??then laki tu try jgk nk msk blk bdk2 tu...tp dey manage to stop him...sib baik la..klu ade sorg je tggl kt blk tu camner la agaknye...

so, then he left, barangkali nk carik other victim...still mmg xtaw ape motif dis man..hoh...so dangerous la...another close counter adalah dgn sis yg rabun, de x pki spek pg blik air...so, since de x bape nmpk n diz man plak pki bju krg...again wtf..hahha..makenye de buat dek jela considering yg dat man adalah sister jgk...huuu..tp mnurut saksi, dat man pndg la kat blk air tu..mane taw dpt free show ke...hok3....so, 2 org sis td pg la buat repot dkt pak guard...wajibul ghunnah la kan...xkn nk diam jer...unfortunately, laki ni nmpk dorg n he ran dan lesap.. sbb tu pak n mak guard dtg wat ops sikap kat our blok ni...still, x dgr pape citer pastu until diz morning xde update pon trtangkap atau tlepas...tp last nite mmg kami in cautions n alerts stage coz diz man da lesap n wat de sembunyi kat mane2...kat ats tgki kat tgkat ats skali ni ke, or kat blk2 kosong yg mmg bnyk tu...ntah la...owwwhhh...buat ak consider nk join silat wlupon bz....

i posted a shout bout diz kat fb, considering akn dpt feedback yg mnarik...tp turns out mcm sgkaan itu jaoh mleset....feedback yg amat lemah adelah..hahha...myb i shud change d sentence "i`ve been attacked by a man pretended to be a woman"...haishh simpang malekat 44 bak kate opah ak...wats dat mean anyway??haha...i`m de smarty parrot...men ckp je tp x taw meaning nye pon...so the story ended there la...tp yg pasti arini gate itu bukaan nye lagi kecik bbanding ari2 biase....hopefully pihak security akn lbh alert dgn d safety of d students after diz incident...hilang barang ok la lagi, tp klu hilang bende lain, virginity or even life gmane...?

HALAQAH
Halaqah buat yg non-uia..hehe..my new word...adalah ko-k yg wjb 4 all students..dimane ia adalah kelas dimane kite blajar, discuss bab2 agame...dlm lain pkataan juz like othr clasess mcm ari2 lain...tp wif slight difference la.. such us diconduct oleh senior student...ade 2 level 4 1st yer..i`m doing my 2nd lvl rite now...

so, ape yg mnariknyer...?x la intresting sgt...today adalah mggu mass gath where 3 sect dikumpulkn bsame2 dibwh klolaan 1 chief fasi...1 sect like 15 so dlm 45org la td..arini adlah 1st mass gath jd ktorg bru bknalan wif our chief fasi...merupekan seorang master student..umor 25..ex-uia...i dunno where she study rite now mmandgkan slalunye chief fasi adalah org luar....so, our chief fasi, miss faizah mrupekan mix chinese malay...brilliant girl, i mean woman...

so, td ktorg discuss bout Natrah, yasmin ahmad n Marwan...do u know whose diz woman...?xtaw sile google pasni eh....very intresting discussion......n another thing ble msk hlaqah ni kite akn mix dgn bdk2 from other kuliyyah mcm law, edu, ekons n so on...but frankly i think bdk law yg most fashionable, updated n lantang bsuare,stood up..my compliments...im kinda impress la...hope to be like dat 1 day.....*dream*

then, sorg akk fasi la yg stole my attention...she`s d naqibah 4 d other sect...waw...suarenye sedap, n lanatang bsuare kasi pendapat when we discuss ttg isu kalimah Allah...n no doubt she know loads of things...rajin membace...i love her tone ble bcakap...de layak jd cult leader..hahah..kiddin...agaknye itulah karisma yg dimiliki oleh kult leader, kepetahan berbicara...tp akk2 yg lain x kalah jgk..my naqibah 4 eg mampu utk quote ayt2 quran n hadith..waah, bile masenye utk ak plak eh..??haha, harus brusaha...
nak cerite lg but i`m short of time..harus siap2 nk kluar ke pudu...owwhh dey r going to watch movie but i dun feel like joining...harus jimat cermat nowadays...huhuh...

ahh, another thing dat i wanna to share....lately ade ramai yg kasi salam to me diz day...people dat i dunno..of kos la is a part of islamic teaching,ucap salam to evrybody kenal or tidak...but...Ya Allah rase best je..unexplained feeling...weird but yet comforting..hope dat one day ak punye kberanian spt itu..simple mmg simple, cume ucapkn salam..its not dat hard doesnt it...tp still mesti ade sesuatu yg hold r back to do dat..u understand wat i mean..?ahh i think u know kn....jgn pure2 k...

k, dats all 4 now....,

salam.....

Pesan lecturer...

salam...

actually nak bcakap bout diz thing a few days ago....xtually smalam pnye klass je...hahah..tp rase mcm da lame...argh...i`m so bz lately.....asigmt la,wat else kan...n da brape kali ponteng klass.....ahh lyn zawawi...

ltely also slalu sgt rase penat...cpt letih....ngantok dan yg seerti dgnnye...sbb x ckp zat ke..?i think tlebih ckp...hii..myb sbb x balance karb,fat, protein whatever kot...nvrmind blk ni soru puas2 sbb free n blh tmbh byk2 kali....kebebasan utk mkn slain drpd kebebasan utk bcakap eh~~

enuf wif dat...diz week most memorable lessons ade 2...one time BM klas second time IA klas...as the lects, both r women k..said sumthin dat...well, sensitive but yet ade logiknye...so, wat hv diz lects tell dat is so controvesial...not quite la...juz i think it`s quite intresting......

BM klas...

so basically she was talking about politics...bout ISA,UMNO and so on...camni citernye, i forgot how can we enter diz topik pasai time tu blaja pasai wawancara..hmmm ow ade kaitan pasai su2 politik gak...do u know dkt UIA ni we hv Cansellor yakni Sultan Pahang, then presiden juz then Rektor...our presiden is SKN,is it..?i forgot, tp adalah setiausaha yg plg brkuase kt negare ni...bkn mcm s/u kt ofis2 tu eh...hoho...makenye, we dun hv naib cansellor like other uni instead we hv president...his name is Sidek sumthing, i forgot...x kene tgkap under ISA kan....?*Seriau*...

n from dat, lect ni pon msk pade sbuah kisah de dgn sorg student nie....yg best pasai lec bkenaan adalah de suke brcriter...blh jd serius at one time n sgt2 lah happening sum othr time...n no she doesn`t have bipolar oki...it juz her...well, diz student was presenting n he/she said like diz "di malaysia ini trdapat sbuah pertubuhan yg memperjuangkan islam disekat......bla3...so u get da point kan....u know who la kan.?x dpt sudah..huh...so lect ni pggl dat student suruh stay pas kelas....i juz quoted her words ok, ape yg tringat2 tu.."ape yg awk buktikan ni?slame awk ddk dkt msia ni, susah sgt ke nak solat?susah sgt ke nk byr zakat,ssh sgt ke nk pakai tdg.....yg tggl cume nak buat atau xnak aje..."lbh kuang la...but de ways she`s menyatakan those words, dgn nadanya was reaaly... i dunno, juz amazed me.....dan bile difikirkan, it is so damn accurate.... x pernah skali2 malaysian dilarang utk mnjalankan kwjipan as a muslim, x prnah hv to fight utk pki tdg mcm kat Turkey, xprnah diacu snjata tatkala nk pg solat mcm kat slatan thai... in fact d gov provide kn kls2 agame, fardhu ain n so on...yg tggl juz kite...diri kite...nak or xnak....

n di sini nk mention btape lucky nye diri ini as msian...why??so,nk citer skit sum pglmn dgn forener slame almost a yer dkt cni.... time mule2 msk uia dlu, bdk2 direct intake mst amik several test utk placement...antaranye APT,EPT,TQS n FKT...blom msk kliah da kne seh....siot times 40...huhu...so, tme FKT test or bm nye fardhu ain test, i sat nex to a forener, rasenye sumwhere from arab country...then we answer d test n ak tprasan la yg she keeps on looking, jeling2 at my answr...she`s arab,from islam coutry....ahh...cam x syiok la kn.....n she kept tnye diz n dat to her prens...awww, itu mnandekn ape..??basic islamic kldge je ni klu suh adk2 jwb pon blh pass...hehee...n ak sndri bkn skola agame, basic agame juz moderate tp pasal pnah blaja kt skolah so blh jwb....n pass...alhamdulillah..second case, hmmm my arabic class, u see ade around 3 forener, yg from indo tu no problm bile ustaz srh bace, yg local lg la no problm coz mmg rmi yg ade basic arb kn....so d other 2 dr maldives n guinea dorang struggle nk catch up wif us...i think simply becoz their gov x prepare all diz class, x msk silibus blaja pon sume ni mcm our gov.....so people, jgn kufur nikmat yaaaa...*tringt time blaja skola agame ptg time dlu2..~~*

aha back to the future, then she talked again bout ISA plak...she said klu xde ISA ni make akan porak poranda lah msia..juz like indonesia...de cite time de mlawat uni gajahmada kt sane ttbe class blh stop n the students wat piket,reformasi n so on..slalu pulak tu..huhu.seriusly,mcmane nk maju....no offence ye...so, ISA myb mcm barbarian, mllgr hak asasi mnusia dn sbg nye..tp US pon ade akta yg lbh kuang same akta Patriot namenye...klu dimansuhkan ISA ni so ape lg yg akan mghalang anasir2 pgkhianat negara dr mlaksanekn propaganda dorg..at least dgn adenye ISA dorg akan,n tpakse pikir 2 3 4 5 9 100+ b4 nk mnjahanamkn msia ni...simple....as we know, msia tramat lah baik dan pmurah smpi ngara lain blh pijak2, kutuk2 kite ni....juz my humble opinion la...itu fakta, btol x...nk bukti, pikiaq sndri naaa...

then de bcakap lg ttg sumpah org dulu2 mmprjuangkan kemerdekaan.....well keadaan mendesak akan melahirkan genius...lihat aje golongan african american kt us..ditindas tp dorg ttp bgkit, brjuang dan bjaye n even obama da jd presiden skrg...oprah jd most influential woman dlm entrtaimnt biz, beyonce n jay z most richest couple n sorg black basketball player plg kaye under 25 years..*sumber oleh Forbes kat E! channel*

haha...so,balik2...ahha, do u know dat tunku abdul rhman jd papa kdana coz mmprjuangkn tanah mlayu..?bliau cume ade sehelai baju..baju rasmi...kot...mlm de nk btolak ke london, de suruh amahnye basuh baju yg satu itu sbb esk de nk pakai pergi ke london...hmmmm, agk2 ade lg x pemimpin spt itu skrg..?hebat, mulia,suci nye niat pjuangan tunku...semoge roh nya diberkati Allah dan ditempatkan dlm klgn org2 beriman....

then, tahu x swaktu org dlu2 bjuang utk kmrdekaan, 44 malam mreka menunaikan solat hajat...takkan Allah x mngabulkan doa suci mreka...buktinye dah hmpir 53 tahun kite merdeka...brkat pjuangan org2 tdahulu...dan lagi, tatkala org2 prempuan mnjahit bndera UMNO, stiap tusuk jarum disertai dgn kalimah "Lailahaillallah" kalimah tauhid.....hancur UMNO hancurlah melayu...btol atau tidak, rasenye blh pikir sndri...ak bukan pro-krajaan or pro-pmbgkang or anti mane2 side pon....x brape minat dgn politik wlupon xtually politik mncerap dlm sgnap aspek khidupan kite...myb sbb my dad kot...bliau adalah penyokong kuat biru-hijau....anda taw sape....penyokong stia smpi pgg jwtn n btimbun2 documt kt rmh tu.....pd hemat sy, x kire sape2 yg memerintah kjaan, yg skrg atau pmbgkg...kisahnye ttp same....rasuah, pecah amanah n all d bad things x kire la ape ideologi yg anda pjuangkn...ini adalah lumrah seuatu kerajaan....tp x la hopeless spenuhnye...mgkin suatu hari akn muncul sorg pemimpin yg btol2 berwibawa yg dpt memimpin ngara.wallahhua`lam...

waah....patriotik sat...()^_^()

Islamik Aqidah klas...

ahh...arini kene antar asgmt....sian akk tu kne buat sume kejer..i`m kinda bz..heheh...but still ade presentasion..tension...x slamat lg...

aha ape yg mnarik..?skali lg nk warning aqidah adalah subjek yg heavy...harus byk mmbace dan pandai bfikir...arini yg mnarik ble she`s mention about marrying ahlul kitab..or dlm lain pkataan sesiapa yg mnganut kristian, yahudi n so on...ahli kitab...tapi cume lelaki yg blh kawin dgn ahli kitab, pompuan x blh...myb sbb lelaki akn jd ktua kluarga n lead si istri...jd sbnrnye sorg lelaki muslim blh bkahwin dgn wanita ahl litb tnpa wanita itu mnukar agamenye...masih dipraktiskn arini oleh para ulama` kt us kate my lect la..kinda surprised gak..btoi ke?...tp time Umar R.A klu x silap, sbb ramai sgt lelaki kwin dgn wnita ahl kitab so umar larang n cume blh married muslim women...mgkin itulah akar umbinye shingga arini,,klu nk kwin dgn mslim kne convert msk islam...

tp yg paling kontrovesi yg x pcaye bile de ckp pasai hal ni...she said dat siapa yg pcaye or believers slalu dgunekan dlm Quran kn akn msk syurga...she add sum more...tanpa mngire ape agamenye, judais or kristian..in fact ade org yg become a better person lps convert dr islam to othr religion...judais,islam,kristian n i dun remmember another one adalah drpd akar yg same mnyembah satu tuhan...except for kristian yg terkonfius sikit ade 3 tuhan..trinity..so my lect ckp, asalkan seseorg tu do goodness in line dgn suruhan agame, berlaku baik, adil pd org lain n so on as bnde yg same diajar dlm islam,kristian or judaism...akn msk syurga...the conflict is dia brkate ttg mase skrg...basically d idea adlah, slagi anda mngamalkan btol2 spt yg tkndg dlm ajaran agame anda slain islam..anda boleh,myb msk syurga...mksdnye, klu anda yahudi or kristian tp mngmalkn suruhan agame yg btol2 sjati, bbuat baik dn sbg anda mgkin akn msk syurga Allah..then de mtk ape2 ayt yg kate yahudi or kristian akn msk nerake...myb yg dimksdkn adalah non-believers tp gmane dgn para believers wlupon dr agame slain islam...kerana, apabile dorg bbuat baik,patuh pd ajaran agame msg2 mksdnye mreke prcaye atau believerrs...same spt org muslim.....sy agak konpius dan x percaye pd tlinge mndengarkan kate2 nye itu...huurrrm..anda konpius..?sy lg agk konpius...tp juz stick to wat u believe oki....no problem then...

welll, ini saje yg dpt dikongsi.ini adalah ape yg sy kutip dr my lects...masih dlm proses blaje..too much yg xtaw..hope xde sape2 yg tsinggung or pape jer yeee...peace......haaa nk citer pasai trip usm aritu tp i`m so bz lately...myb next tim...nex wik nk blk...yipppeee..shopping..hohoh...harap2 slamat pjalanan pegi dan pulang....amin...till nex time...

salam.....

perjuangan kami ke F.I.M.......tewas atau kecundang...?

salam.....

berikut adalah dialog di antara ak n kazenku, mariah...dimane ktorang sedang brusahe utk memasukkan diri beliau ke Food Institut of Malaysia dlm bidang kulinari art...result STPM bdk ni agak ok tp rezot SPM nyer agk k.o especially math n bi...2 sbjk ni tramat le penting bilemane nk apply IPTA...Pengetahuan am ok,sape x taw mmg r...so berikut adalah perbualan kami dlm beberape ari ini...~

Yah: weh smalam FIM dok fon aku pasai nak masok sane...
Lyn:yeker??laju nyer..bru mlm tadi ak isi taw...desperate benor bunyinye...
Yah: tu la pasai...camane ni,nak pegi ke x?de kate intake ak ni free lagi...next intake dah kene bayo...
lyn:ha pelagi pegi la...lg2 ade si raje kat sane...
yah:tu la..tgk dolu camane...ish,tp cepat sgt la..nex wik da kene daftar...x ready lg neh...lgpon sape nk antaq ak kl nun..
lyn:ak kan ader...hehe
yah:ha tgk la camane ak bincang dlu dgn mk ak...
lyn:orait

nex day....
lyn:allo...ape mcm?
yah:mcm ape,mcm tu le...
lyn:mk ko bg ke x?
yah:ntah de..mcm x bg je pasai swasta...de takot bayaq mahai sume..la ni mmg la free t esk2...
lyn:aduhai...ko try la bncg lek lok ngan de...
yah:ala ko taw la prangai de malas la ak....tp mmg mcm p neh...tgh free.
lyn:ha try la bncg lek lok naaa.....daaaaa
yah:daaaa

nex day lg 1......
lyn:allo...ape da jd?
yah:haaa mk ak ckp nk suh kwn nye tlg anto...
lyn:ha de kasi la...weeee bestnyer...hahahahahahahahh
yah:tu laa...ak nk p bli brg ni....
lyn:oki...bestnyer....hohohoh

ari berikotnye........
yah:weh mak ak tetibe x kasi plak.........
lyn:aduyai ape kes plak nii..jap bg jap xbg....
yah:tu le...malu la ak da ckp nk bhenti kilang tu..barang pon da bli ni wat abes duit ak je..
lyn:try la tne kt bpk hang..ritu de yg nk support msk klj kn...?
yah:hmmm nant la ak tanye..........


lg 1 ari...
lyn:ape jd weh?
yah:haa kwn bpk ak dok ckp FIM ni ok...cam jd je...
lyn:orait....tgh watper?shoppin?
yah:mane nk cri kasot itam eh?kst skola blh?da;a blouse xjmpe lg nie...
lyn:bole kot smntare je...
yah:oki


beberape jam later....
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yah:weh bpk ak x bg plak...de kate xde duit mkn nk kirim...dgr x dpt elaon trus dorg ckp x ok....gilo apo...dorg dok suh ak amk nurse plak...
lyn:mahai la nurse...nk tgu spa bjanggot r..
haduosss org2 tua2 skalian ini.....
yah:tula cam xjd jek...tu mmbr2 de tgh dok cr klj kt ak...
lyn:ssh wei nk cr klj yg free regster, tmpt tggl...magkok hayon btool...
yah:tu la ak pon da blur ni....dorg dok suh tgu kje kilang dlu t sat dorg dok cr kolej nurse kat ak..
lyn:kaa yelatu...jd la ko min ah kilang tggu si nlayan msk mminang jer....hohohooho
yah:

akhirnya kami tewas terhadap kuasa autonomi mak bpk si yah..korg taw la mak bpk kn...da dorg kate TAK PAYAH make TAK PAYAH le jwbnyer..msih ade bberape ari xtualy before pluang ini ttup buat slamenye...tp masihkah ade sinar di hujung trowong?ana la a`rifu..huhu....dan sebenarnye ak mngerti kok prasaan si yah nak smbg study...same la cam ak dlu time pas stpm tkandas kne wat stpm plak...ank org len sume da msk u......bpk ak pon da siap nk sponsor msk kolej swasta...tp Lyn zawawi mane lyn klj swasta...smpi ade satu ari tu my dad koyak surat offer dr kolej pasai ak pandang pon tanak...ak mngerti wahai bpk ku btape kau ingin tgk ak msk u...tp sabar la...bwk btenang...tup2 2 taon kmudian here i am da masuk UIA....see,erti sebuah pengorbanan dan kesabaran....sgt sweet...~

tp ak tumpang hangin dgn mk pk si yah ni...yela org nk blajo x bg...offer plg ok ak rase...pndaftaran n sewa rmh free...mane nk cari offer cmgitu lg...mmg la stakat jd chef..tp klu ikot keadaan skrg ade dgre oversea pon jd penanam anggur...rezeki org mane nk nmpk kn...industri pemakanan plancongan ak rase agak ok la...ak ni pon t kuar ntah dpt keje ke x...cooking adalah skill yg boleh anda pakai smpi la da bongkok 3...x mcm krja kjaan cukup umor kne bersara...myb mk bpk nye still tkejot pasai cpt sgt..tp ni la ofer yg x blh tggl pd hemat ak..nk simpan la si yah tu bwh ketiak smpi bile ntah..dlm hmpir sminggu ni kejap hepi kjp down kjp mcm ade hope kjp cm ilang hope btoi2 mcm nek helikopter oh nono roller coaster...klu la ak ade duit da lame ak sponsor sndri si yah ni...sikit2 msalah duit...rimas betoi....ak bkn ape,mmg paham sgt bile kite kepingin nk smbg blaja pastu leh dpt kje baguih....pnglamn time blaja tu pon besh..slain itu,nant blh la jmpe de slalu da kat kl kn...myb ak sellfish*juai ikan* nk de blaja kt kl ni...abih tu nk suh tang mane lg kn.....pape hal sng boleh bantu mmbntu bgotong goyong......hmmmm myb ade hikmah tersembunyi...?sape taw.....plan tuhan utk hambenye...aiiyoook kene wat asignmt btimbon ni...rase penat sgt bdn arini...mengapekah?sebab isninkah...wtf ahhhh...skrg slalu ckp F words tu....x bek taw lyn ni....myb sbb tu la bdn pnt2 sbb kristal air dlm bdn da reform jd buruk waaargghhh bla3.....k nite all........salam