Ingat lagi time dulu2, opah penah kate "hati awak tu hati nyamuk"*cpt terase*....betul lah tu..ak mmg cpt trase orgnye..myb sbb jarang kene tegur = budak baik..hehe...anyway, ade satu insiden yg jd arini, barangkali dugaan Allah pd ak sempena maulid rasul ni *nak kasi pahale*....jika betul Ya Allah kuatkanlah hatiku utk menerima dugaanmu ini...yg pasti bkn ak sorang yg mnerima dugaan arini..td kat traffic lite dpn ade kreta mamat afrika *uia kot nk g solat jumat* terlanggar kete minah ni..briye cekak2 pinggang, xlah kemek ape pon, juz scracthes...sabar ye hati....
sebenarnye, ak gaduh dgn someone...my frenz...blh dikatekan kwn paling kamceng sjk ak msk uia ni...puncanye pasal jam je..ntah la myb jam tu ade sentimental value ke ape ke....alah,penatnye hati ini....so, xtually myb x adil kalau dgr cerita dr sebelah pihak aje, but anyway here is my side of story....
Last nite i went to bed dlm pkl 3 but dkt pkl 4 bru lelap..then i woke at 8...tringat dah janji nk tmn my fren td pg pudu shopping 4 stuff...but i hv no credit left..thus, i send msg thru yahoo sms..lmbt bru smpi....then basoh kain pki mesin potong turn org yg tgh syok sleeping..hujan yg menyamankan pgi mreka...i kinda concern about our janji nk kuar yg xde kate putus lg..public fon plak pki i talk..no more coins...wtf...
then, i decided to go to student center, untuk rescue my pendrive yg ttggal yesterday..oh ya, b4 dat i`m searching 4 public fon from blok to blok but damn, sume pki i talk...last2 i decide to buy topap je..at dat time kat mahallah sblah..but katenye "sorry,tggl topap digi je"..so u turn to my mhllah shop, spend rm10 so dat i can kol her utk dptkan kate pts jd ke x...kol n she said jom, lg 20 minit i siap...but ak ckp nk pg itd dlu...sementelah itu de pesan "weh, singgah masjid kejap boleh x?tlg amikkan jam ak ttinggal lat tmpt wudu`"...ak pon cam berat ati sket coz kt msjid ade prgm mauld rasul, n my dress is not appropriate..jeans n t-shirt...anyway, ak iyekan jgk..
so, memulekan pjalanan dgn kaki ak yg katik ni pg la itd..guess what,it`s closed...oooohhh,my pendrive..its ok then, i juz walk to d mosque, nk rescue dat girl`s watch plak..xtually i dunno where exactly she left dat watch,katenye kat ground floor..time tu evry1 like wearing bju krg n i wear jeans so rase awkward gile la...anyway tebalkan muke to search 4 dat watch.cari2, pusing2 x jmpe pon...then i kol her again...but rumate de yg angkt said dat she went 4 shower...then wat am i supposed to do?nak tcegat kat situ like doll 4 how long...u know how long a girl shower rite..
then i decided to go the cafe..buy sumthin as breakfast..niat nk bli pau..tp pau tu mcm x msk lg...so my breakfast 4 today adalah jambu batu+horlicks...then, diz girl send me a msg kate pg kul 11.30 leh x..nak basoh kain jap...Masyaallah,ak dah berzikir dlm hati...korang klu bsh kain pki tgn lame ke kjp?sah2 lame kan...lgpon sjarah ak dgn bdk ni bile janji nk kuar grenti lambat, x 15minit, stgah jam..tp xtaw why am i so stupid tiap2 kali msti punctual then hv to wait 4 her like 4 ages...it was almost 11 at dat time...so i juz go wait at the bus stop..mls nk pnjat tgga blk bilik.
so ak pon menunggu la si dia yg x dtg2 smpi bas rapid kl n metrobus tu dah 2 3 kali round...dan setiap detik yg blalu mnjadikan kesabaranku kian menipis...sabar Lyn Zawawi x la setebal mane kan...da 11.30 neh, x nmpk jgk batang hidung...15mnt later,11.45 bru la nmpk muke...btol2 time metrobus tu smpi..nasib bek...tp, frankly time tu ak mmg da panas hati..lame nie tggu...myb ak jeles kot,coz minah ni bile lambat msk klas ke muke de relax je..klu ak da lame gabra...so ktorg nek la bus tu...
atas bas de tanye..."dapat x jam ak?"...ak time tu tgh hot kan pasai tggu lame ni *which is kinda like my mistake jgk la*...nada suara tu mcm tgh marah la+mnyindir.."ak dah cri tp jmpe,td ak kol nk tanye,sape suh ko pg mandi".but i tell u wat,i`m sure its not dat obvious coz i still try to cover my anger..then i can saw her mengusap2 pgelangan tgn de...kmudian we spend our 40-45 minit journey kat ats bas tu without saying a word to each other..honwstly i tot she know dat i`m kinda pissed off kat de 4 being late...in my case, when i get angry i wont say a word,better not coz my tone/words going to xpress my anger..perasaan yg paling senang diexpresskan oleh ak adalah kemarahan..happy,cheerful sume tu simpan dalam dada je...n my face dah jd mcm plastik..so stiff..teruk btol.
then kami pun tibe di Pudu..time tu my anger dah quite ok la...then i decided to talk to her where to go n so on...ak cuit2 tangan de tapi x de respon..".ehh apesal bwk beg bsr ni..."aik apehal minah ni"*monolog dalaman*....kmudian de trus menonong ke depan..langsung x layan ak..."ahh merajuk apehal lak ni,pasal ak x ckp dgn de ke kat ats bus td?"seriously, at 1st mmg i hv no idea wat drive her like dat.klu nak banding who has a badder day,rasenye ak la yg menang kot....xtually, she`s kinda like menangis.... kot...she kol sumone..sorok blakg tiang..i think her p.cik..td de ajk ak pg rmh p.cknya.tp naik bas....abis kol, de trus menonong bjalan menuju ke maidin tsebut mcm ak x wujud....time ni ak da dpt detect la apehal de bsikap demikian...so i juz let her walk..she juz walk n nvr turn back..trus hilang....
slowly, ak round2 kjp kat maidin pudu tu...kot2 jmpe de..bhenti kat bhgn stationery,i tried to kol her...2-3 kali tp x brangkat..my intention juz nak teman de bli brg..dats it i hv nothing to buy xtually....so xde gunenye brade kat situ lame2...i kol her x angkat, considering dat kesian kat de kang x taw jln nak blk...but i guess she have dat cover....so i spend like 20minit berbanding 45mnt journey then i went home..alone..well,de dah ade p.cik de blh tlg2...ape gunenye ak kan...basah je mate ak spjg pjlanan blk tu...
mmg btol kate opah, hati lin ni mcm hati nyamuk..sikit2 nak terase,merajuk...diz girl,baik orgnye, peramah, periang..antra kwn paling rapat ak sejak kat uia ni....besar sgt kot dosa ak smpi mnangis kwn ni...sekarang dah mcm ni,sape lg nak kwn dgn ak pasni?minta maaf sebab menumpahkan air matamu wahai kwn..tp kite same2 terluka perasaan..kalau la kesabaran ak lebih tebal,mgkin benda ni dpt dielakkan...i`ll give u some time utk menenangkan hati..harap persahabatan yg diuji ini lebih teguh di kemudian hari...amin..
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